Dad… I miss you so so much….💙💖 I would do anything to sit down with you so I could open up and talk to you….you always had time for me no matter what you were doing or how busy you were….you are amazing Dad 💙 You’d always support me and ask how my day in work was, or how I was in general ….. praise me when I had accomplished something I didn’t think I could do….I feel so empty without your positivity and encouragement. I am trying my absolute best with everything in hope that you are watching me and saying, “Well done Presh” 💙 I have been reading over all of our emails and texts a lot lately, even more than normal….this sentence is what has made me so determined to succeed, purely for you…. “ You know my philosophy, if it is worth doing, do it to your best ability and you certainly have, you should be very proud of yourself, second best it will do, is no good to anyone, and you certainly have achieved here, well done sweetheart XXXXXX “ And also this, which was from the same email…. “ Admin is your way forward, you are a natural at it and seem to enjoy learning new skills and challenges just bounce off you, keep it up and enjoy it, you have a flare to develop this skill set.” “Positive thoughts give Positive results” You were always there for me, regardless of the fact I was a nightmare at times! I could rely on you no matter what. I love you so much Dad….my heart is well and truly broken. Your Presh xxxx

Dad, I can’t put into words how much I miss you….we were both so alike and the bond we had together was so special 💙💖 Whenever I was feeling low or needed to talk about anything, you were always there for me, no matter what you were doing, you would always put things on hold, just for me. You made me feel so special and loved 💖 I come and sit on the bench next to you every week, sometimes twice a week, but you know that because you’re there listening to me talking away….I know you are always with me, but I would do anything for one of our cuddles. Oliver went for a day in Rhosnesni High School on Thursday, I can’t believe he is going to be in Year 7, and Luke will be in Year 2. You were so proud of them both and I bet you are beaming with pride watching how they are both growing up. They are my world, aswell as Mum…I try my best to stay positive for them all, but I miss you so so much…some days are really hard, but I just have to remember that you wouldn’t want me to be sad, after all…”Positive thoughts give positive results.” I looked up to you so much, and I just hope I can make you proud, despite the situation I am in at the moment….you would be supporting me and making me feel like everything will be fine. You are so amazing and my heart is broken…..something which you would fix if you were here just by being the most amazing Dad anyone could ever wish for. Our bond was so special….I’d love to hear you call me “Presh” one more time 💙💖 I love you and miss you more each day. From your “Presh” xxxxxxxxx

My darling Kevin. I miss you so much in my life. We had such a wonderful life together and was looking forward to so much more with Lindsay and the boys. Life is so unfair to us all. I’m trying my best to keep strong but find it very difficult most days. We have good family and friends who keep an eye on me as I know you would be grateful of that. Love you forever my darling Kevin - Lesley xxx